last night

臺北市大安區羅斯福路四段一號 大一女舍A棟 422室

今天晚上是最後一晚

雖然嘴巴上仍然說說笑笑
可是心情真是著實開心不起來
我討厭離別

今天搭最後一次的捷運
走進最後一次的舟山路校門
望最後一眼的台大校門
和那雄偉的椰林大道

現在仍然很清楚的記得
剛搬上來的那一天
這一年經歷的幾乎所有事情都深深的印在腦子裡
很少會有這麼清楚的記憶
可是今年真的很深刻

想到明天之後
就要離開
其實真的很難過

不能坐在位置上宅
看youtube
望著我的明信片
望像窗外 遙遠的新體
飲水機窗戶外的101
和現在仍未點亮的WE ARE X

再也不能這樣跟亮淇聊天
再也不能這樣叫憶欣起床
在也不能這樣跟豆豆聊笨版
很多的歡笑
很多的淚水

今天最後一個晚上
四個人都待在宿舍
然後一邊嘻笑一邊玩鬧
可是心裡卻非常清楚明白
離別就在不久之後

因為永遠回不到過去的
永遠回不到過去的
一切就會這樣過去
所謂的再也回不到的從前阿

唉
現實就是這樣對吧

九月在回到台北的自己
就會跟現在完全不一樣了對吧
我可以體會有人想要當永遠的大一的心情了

真的是

這兩天連續爆肝
現在好累阿
超級沒精神
但是我盡我所能表達了

謝謝亮淇
謝謝豆豆
謝謝憶欣

因為有妳們
我在宿舍一直都很開心

以後一定要繼續連絡唷

我愛妳們~~~~~~~~~~~

然後我也愛台大
我愛總區的一切

我不想離開

這兩天我大概聽了不下百次的歌

Wacking Ashland
All hands on deck


All hands on deck
Don't abandon the ship
You'll never know what it could have been

All hands on deck
my ship is sinking
Don't let me go, don't let me drown

A step to the right to your own rhythm
And what comes next is up to you
And I need a miracle to save me from this
And I need the angels to all pray for me
I can't believe you

All hands on deck
Don't abandon the ship
You'll never know what it could have been

All hands on deck
my ship is sinking
Don't let me go, don't let me drown

Another day, another worry breaks right through
And indecision bleeds me dry
She's painting pictures I'm not making for her
And she's got a vision without me in mind
I can't believe it

All hands on deck
Don't abandon the ship
You'll never know what it could have been
All hands on deck
my ship is sinking
Don't let me go, don't let me drown

All hands on deck
Don't abandon the ship
You'll never know what it could have been

All hands on deck
my ship is sinking
Don't let me go, don't let me drown
The long walks on Moonlight Beach
The promises you could not keep
They're so contagious, you're so contagious
For all the world we did not see
And all the smiles you gave to me
They're so contagious, so very fake...

All hands on deck
Don't abandon the ship
You'll never know what it could have been
All hands on deck my ship is sinking
Don't let me go, don't let me drown

And goodbye to you, goodbye to you, you
And goodbye to you, goodbye to you, you